A young boys last attempts to help his dead bird |
The boy’s mother stood in the kitchen gazing out the window, her mind deep in thought. She watched her son in the distance, walking through the trees holding his air rifle as he looked for birds to shoot. She wished she could understand what was going on inside her son’s head, he was such a good kid with a huge loving heart but lately he had become obsessed with hunting birds. She and his father had bought him an air rifle about a year ago. His father had one when he was a kid and they thought it would be a good way of getting their son out of the house. They had taught him how to be safe with the air rifle and knew he was responsible enough not to harm himself or others. But the rifle ended up hardly ever being used and they had almost forgotten that he had it. She had put it down to his loving heart and the fact that he did not want to harm any creature and especially on purpose. He had a pet bird in his room, a cockatiel that they had bought years ago and kept in their lounge, but it became so noisy that she could no longer stand it and was planning to give it away until her son put up such a protest that they decided he could have it. After that the bird stayed in his room where the noise wouldn’t get to her. He really loved that bird but about 4 weeks ago the bird suddenly died as pets do, he was really upset to begin with but got over it learning that death was a part of life. She had to admit to herself that she didn’t think it would be very easy to actually kill anything with the air rifle but in the past weeks he had become an excellent shot with it. She could understand it if it was just a phase or something that he was going through but he seemed to spend every moment he could out there hunting, even when it was too dark to really see he would still be out there until either her or his father spent a good ten minutes calling him back. Suddenly she was shocked back into reality by the phone ringing, as she went to answer it she decided she would get his father to have a talk with him that night, just to make sure everything is okay and with that she answered the phone. That night after they had tea the boy went to his room and his father followed him so that he could speak with him. The boy sat at his desk and looked like he was doing his home work. His father wasn’t too good at having heart to heart talks but had been convinced that it was a good idea by the boy’s mother. He done his best in telling the boy that they where a bit worried about how much time he was out hunting birds and asked why he had suddenly become so interested in it. The boy responded defensively telling his dad that he just did and what’s the problem, they had bought the air rifle for him and his dad had even shown him how to use it. The father knew this was an excellent point but it didn’t explain the sudden interest and the amount of time his son was putting into it. He carried on talking to his son hoping that he could break through the boy’s defense and before long he did. His son turned to him and he noticed that his son had tears rolling down his face. This instantly put a lump in his father’s throat which he had to quickly swallow down. His son told him that he wanted to build a large aviary and showed his father what was on his desk, it was a drawing of a big shed type building and there was also a list of all sorts of different birds. His son told him that he felt it was unfair that his bird spent its entire lifetime trapped inside a cage, alone and not able to spread its wings and fly. He told his dad how he was going to build this aviary himself and that he was going to buy 2 of all the birds so they would all have a friend. He was going to put them all together in this aviary so that his bird would be able to fly and be around other birds, but his bird died before this could become a reality. This all came as a bit of a shock to his father, he had no idea of these plans but he found it strange how his son could show such caring ness but then do the opposite and kill other birds so he asked his son why. His son looked at him with reluctance but finally spoke, he said that he doesn’t know what happens to birds once they die but perhaps they do go to some sort of bird heaven. If that was possible then the only way he could make it up to his bird was to make sure his bird had as many friends as possible. The more birds that he killed the more friends his bird would have in bird heaven |