You smashed it with a f**king hammer

Sitting with my back to the cold winter day
I feel so alone yet i cant gather courage to say
how i feel about the events come and past
Without you here nothing can ever last

It seems so empty, yet what can fill the space
everything is tempting, the devils in this place
Why did you kill my inner heart, so slowly and forlorn?
Theres nothing left for me here, just the memory of the adorned.

Just get out and don't come back
i can't deal with the pain
Dont tell me to do crack
i would rather do cocaine