Believe

Before…it hasn’t quite sink in yet…all the things I’ve learned…I’ve realized…I’ve done…it’s in my head…in my mind…but it’s not that (so) stable yet…but I pray to God…and if you pray to God…and just put your complete faith and trust in HIM…to give you the courage and strength..the wisdom..in anything and everything that you do and will do…will want in yourself…in your life….It happens…It’ll happen…it’s that contentment…security…and sense of happiness..that you cannot find in anything..or anywhere else…and if you believe…if you condition your mind…if you persevere…slowly..and little by little everything just unfolds…it’ll happen for you…just don’t give up…just don’t lose hope…don’t lose faith in yourself and in GOD…there have been things in my life…I believe happened because of GOD’s love for me…everything has a point…has a reason…whether it be good or bad…I believe it’s GOD’s work…and I must say..it has made me stronger…a better person…I’m thankful and I praise GOD for it…the knowledge..the wisdom that you (I) acquire each day..from all the circumstances that had happened…it all came from GOD….without a doubt…it’s a blessing…GOD had planned and allowed for it to happen for me to be able realize (more)…something…to strengthen my earlier realizations….to make it more stable…more real for me to be able to grasp it properly..fully…that I may be able to truly fulfill it in myself..in my life…slowly…I feel I’m being pushed into the light….from the darkness…GOD is so good…I have come to understand my parents…my family…myself more…other people…it’s been enlightening…I have come to a full comprehension now…that I should/will believe (and no matter what happens..don’t ever lose or drop that belief..nobody has the right to take it away..)..because of GOD…because of my family…my parents…the people who were there…who believe..believes…believed in me…. even those who don’t believe….I embrace (will embrace) them also…because they are the ones too who makes me strive harder…to prove something…to make the false..TRUE…to be even better…to truly grow…to move on (forward)..to heal my wounds…myself…before I just tend to ignore this belief, the people who believed…but now I should not let them down…I should not put it out to waste…because I am…have been blessed in so many ways…and the only thing for me to do now…is to do my best…