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No I wasn't really disappointed, I was just kidding


I can't believe myself that in a month I'll turn 20.. 20.. for some reason it seems so old!!
Does it really seem to you that I'm about 3 years older? A lot of people don't believe me when I tell them I'm 19, esp at work, they always think I'm 23 or something :-S
How long I've been living on my own? Well I moved out when I was 17, and lived in an apartment from the hospital where I work for 8 months, and then I found this place, where I've lived since. I also started working when I was 17. I do still study, which includes the periods of working at the hospital.
Sometimes i hate how people think I'm older, esp at work, because they expect much more of you then, and when I also meet up to their expectation, they'll expect even more, and sometimes I reach the point where I just feel so lost, and wonder what the hell I'm doing, and why the hell I'm not just partying etc every weekend like other people my age..

I'm rambling again.. Sorry..

Oh, and yes you're right, it is gekke, but using it like you used it it has to be gek, "gek meisje".
We have a lot of strange things in our language, I think it's really cool that you speak dutch so well, I believe it's one of the hardest languages there are to learn..

"I'll ride the trail till the stars turn pale
And camp at the break of dawn
Nobody will know which way I'll go
They'll only know I'm gone."