Writings from November of 2007 to April of 2009, or maybe the middle of 2010. |
2-16-08 With each passing year insecurity fades a little more. All that we have left now we know is safe for sure. The days may be lonely but it's not the end. No matter where we end up (no matter where we end up) we know we can call each other friends (we'll call each other friends). There is no train at the end of your tunnel. I won't put my fist inside your funnel. Just know that your brief descriptions won't tell the whole story when you leave out the details. They weren't supposed to have sadder endings. I won't leave your side. I won't watch your lazy suicide. You can't change my mind. You can change your mind; I won't watch you die. Maybe it's our maturity or the overlooked fact that in some ways you mean more to me than I ever thought. It's ok. If all that I'm saying is wrong, you can play deaf and I'll play dumb. But if these words bounce between your ears I won't say a thing when you bite my tongue. I won't leave your side. I won't watch your lazy suicide. You can't change my mind. You can change your mind; I won't watch you die. I won't watch you die. You're not pretending behind those bottles. You're not fooling anyone. Yeah we all got problems. You're not pretending inside the needles. You're not fooling us. We all feel the need to be needed...you're not pretending (you're not pretending) outside your life; only inside your head. Why can't you do what's right? I won't leave your side. I won't watch your lazy suicide. You can't change my mind (change my mind). You can change your mind; I won't watch you die (watch you die). I won't watch you die. With each passing year insecurity fades a little more. All that we have left now we know is safe and secure. The days aren't so lonely and no longer without end. No matter where we end up we know who we have for friends. |