What a wonderful world!

can't help it

I Really hate to be depressed, but can't help it. No matter how much I try to smile, clouds again appear after a few sunny days.

Have got a whole lot of work to do, but this stupid season always makes me sick. I used to register for January exams, but now had to register for May, or else I'll be way behind my friends, loosing another academic year is the last thing I want to do.

I'll try my level best to achieve good grades, I know I can organise myself. But at this crucial time, I HAVE to do classes regularly, which is not possible because of some transportation problems. I dunno what's happening... wish my troubles would end soon. Allah Allmighty always has some patience tests for me, I really don't mind giving those tests. And I know if I succeed in Allah Allmighty's tests, then perhaps(insha Allah) I'll get a pleasant reward. That's what always happens to me.

Bus travel from home to college is a bit troublesome, so I go by CNG instead. . CNG actually stands for compressed natural gas, the fuel by which the vehicles, the autorickshaws are run. But auto rickshaws are popularly known as CNG in our country.

There are a number of one-way roads in Dhanmondi (the place where my college is). Our autorickshaw was stopped three times today by traffic surgents:
"You can't take turns, that is one way!" Grr...I felt like killing the surgents.

But I went to college and also did a lot of work, and a bit of talking with friends. When I look back at those terrible teenage years, I realize that my college is a real paradise.

My fellow classmates never said "We won't be friends with you because you're lame" Or "You're older than us, go away!" I was really afraid of these two points when I first went to college. But they accepted me with open arms.

I love all my friends, every single person is special in his/her own way. I'll always be there for them if they need me.