The Life Of Me.

20th August 2005

Loooong day at work today. Was absolutely sweltering in there aswell, couldn't believe the heat. It's love outside at the moment, but I've got nothing to do out there :-S I dunno how I feel...am exhausted. I've got my driving test theory exam on Tuesday, at 5pm....good luck me . If I can find all my license :-S What else....I'm going away with Martin to a caravan park on Friday On our own!!!! It's going to be so much fun, and will just be amazing spending time with him, and not having to experience the heartbreak of saying goodbye to him for at least 3 days, hehe. Will also be amazing waking up beside him...he's incredible, and it's incredible that he's mine.

We have been arguing a lot lately, but we always get it sorted. I think we're just very similar, and we're very tired lately. I think he's also getting a lot of hassle from his parents, so maybe if I nag him about something little, it feels like a lot more. Bless him. We just need to learn to be more aware of how eachother works. I have to be more aware of what I say to him, and how I say it, make sure I say it in a way that won't seem like nagging or blame. He has to also be more aware of how he speaks to me, and that when I'm upset, I'm not having a go at him, I just want some comfort, a kiss, or a hug...it ain't that hard. At least we've got that covered now, we understand what eachother needs at the moment. I like how we can work through our problems, and I suppose, in a way, we only ever have problems because we love eachother so much...and that can't be a bad thing really.

I'm booooooored. He's at work, and I have no money to go out with my friendlies. And Charlotte's text me aswell. Grrrrrrr. I hate having no money!!!!!!! I suppose I better go revise my theory now *sigh*. Wish me luck x