And Yet I Digress

Tired

I often wonder... what is the path to happiness? Sometimes I'm so sad. Sometimes I feel good about myself. Mostly, I'm tired. So tired. Of what? Of everything. My school, home, sometimes family, sometimes friends (certain ones anyway), my job, my life. I'm physically tired, mentally tired, emotionally tired, and spiritually tired.

I think a change would do me good. But how can I bring that about? I have no money, my family has no money. But I'd love to go on vacation. A real vacation. My family takes a trip sometimes to visit family back in Indiana. But we've never gone somewhere to just go and relax and just... just be.

*sigh*

I'll probably end up working at some job I don't care for and become bored and tired. That's all I've been since August, why break away now?