Life as we know it sucks

Why?

Current Mood: I'm good

Current Music: none

You know. I think I'm going crazy. *sigh* Seriously. My eye is twitching and I'm stressing over everything no matter how small and petty it is. When the internet wouldn't sign on, I started crying. I know! Crazy! And earlier when I was just sitting there, doing nothing, nothing bothering me - I started to cry.

I mean, what is wrong with me? Huh? Can you tell me that? I hate being like this! I'm just stressing about everything these days. The Christopher/Shane situation, my last semester of high school - FOREVER, I'm starting to cut again, I'm even starting to miss Matt again (Oh Lord!) and I really miss my daddy.

What's wrong with me? Why can't things just stay the way they were? Why did Rachel have to move? Why did Chris have to like me? Why did Matt dump me? Why did my daddy have to die? Why can't I just control myself and NOT cut?! Huh? Why? Why?!


WHY?!
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