My Life

Thinking late at night about today

Well it is just one of those days. Just got back from the bar, drinking, playing pool. I get home with my jack n the crack Chicken burger, swiss and extra pickels... ohh yea the best. Just started to think. Well today i was told a certian somone wishes to speak to me. LOL, funny not sure, but truely not sure if i wish to hear what she has to say or listen and if it will do any good. Well i spoke to a good friend about it and he made some comments about the whole situation that keep recuring in the back of my mind. You know one thing that she did as soon as her b/f left called my bestfriend and asked to see him and first thing my other friend said was, "like a dog in heat." On top of that she believes i should have somthing to say to her, i have not a clue what she is talking about. Instead points that power mighty finger of hers at me like what is my problem. LMAO. I was not the one running my mouth off to my Friend, talking shit about me behind my back. Things such as gas money she bitched about, things about me, and more. The first thing that came out of his mouth that time was, "Materialistic." Funny when i spent all the money seeing the person i loved, but shoes on the other foot she bitched, see how she made her passed b/f feel when she could never drive a few miles to see him nor i. I sat their for a good 2 hours easy just pondering these things. And all i can do is lol. Realy maybe one day she will understand and will be able to have a normal conversation with me. And this journal that never existed now exists and wants to talk to me? Well say what you will, say what you might, cause all i know is that we know the truth. If you can't face that, i feel sorry for you. Also so how women think they feel like they have some sort of power in saying they dumped you? well hope it makes you feel better. shit dose it really matter? obvisouly to a low respectable indivual it dose. Well keep your trophey cause i won the war.

Ohh yea also today gary pissed off my gal. Don't look like i'll be talking to her anytime soon. We where playing around on the comp while i was cooking and next thing you know he tells her its him and she got all pissed off. Well still weeding out the IMATURE gals. No harm against gary, sweet guy just chillin. Hopeing to get my car out the shop Friday, SUPER CHEVY ohh yea time for the Camaro to run. Also Starting school october 2, getting my masters in graphic desgins and more hopefully damn that shit is not cheap. Depending on my taxs they are going to let me in. I have another appointment with them tomarrow hopeing all goes well. Damn i hate that bitch sherly, lady calls and never calls back. I talk to her boss and calls me the last day, runt bitch. I will chill with the head honcho see if hes any good test his skills lol. Also been reading alot on IRC again stupied ass newbiee jamal was talking shit. Must destroy and eliminate his HD. we will see

to be continued.............