Through the eyes of a writer and traveler 😁! Life and some spiritual musings. |
Hey, y'all 👋. Today is a strange day. I've been worried about the endoscopy coming this Tuesday morning. I have all this preparation for it and was trying to keep it to myself pretty much. Today sis said " you need to make a list of people to call,in case you don't wake up or something happens. I don't even know your phone number!" Well it's logical of course but took me to a higher level of more things to worry about! Probably nothing ( she said) will happen but just in case. I had been thinking about death and Angelo's Bikerider passing, just before Christmas. I wrote something about it and to him but forgot about it, until I was looking for paper to make her a list. In the middle of the night sometimes, thinking that my portfolio here will be my existing writing and what an unfinished mess it is! That I may not get a chance to write that book. We never know. I dropped my good friend MABs and email just before coming here. Wrote her pretty much what I said here. My last post seemed to be an inspiration to some, which means a lot to me. Life isn't easy but there are good moments and connections with people that make it worthwhile. I was prayed for by Pwheeler in the TLC Prayer Parlor and that was a blessing indeed. Tomorrow after 1 pm, clear liquid s chicken broth, orange jello and ginger ale will be the foods of the day. Tuesday morning my thyroid meds and Blood pressure med with 2 sips of water. No smoking but I'm sure I'll have one cig and be a big pile of nerves! I'm not sure when I'll be back,if it goes well probably Wed I'm hoping. My daughter sent me a picture of her and she looks a lot like me 💗. I don't have too many people on my contacts list but each one means much! I should write Storymaster just in case because one never knows what a day may bring. I'm trying to be optimistic as all this swirls around me. That whatever is wrong can be fixed. That's all I have.🙏 So pray for me if you can. I appreciate it. Hopefully will be back soon 🤠! Ps after I shared this, she needed my other information and said "she doesn't see why doing this should upset me. That it's no big deal. That she shouldn't have said anything. That I'm making more than it is. I was planning on wiping down my desk and things in my room with Murphy soap! Vacuuming and getting my room nice for the week. None of that got done. It's 2 PM and I'm tired. Is it just me making a deal out of nothing or just not feeling like joking about it right now. Anyway hope you're day is better than mine! |